Wednesday, June 23, 2010

HERE WE GO AGAIN...

I try to look around for my boxers, pants and shirt but don't see them anywhere. I can't really look around like I want too, partly because of a crook I have in my neck and she is still laying on me sleeping peacefully. I put my hand over my eyes and I begin to think about what just happened, need-less-to-say I am very disappointed in myself...I thought I had more self control. I continue to lay in total silence and the only thing I hear is her breathing on my chest. About an hour passes and her phone rings (it stops) and it continues to ring again, still half-sleep she manages to say, “Get the phone Baby...(pause) Robert get the phone.” I nudge her a couple of times before she finally gets up and realizes where she is and who she is with. She attempts to fix herself up before she looks for her phone, and as she gets up I see she is still fully clothed – and that's when I remember the only thing I had on WAS this coat - maybe we didn't do anything. I try to sit up but a sharp pain swiftly runs up and down my spine and I quickly lay back down. She leans over the seat and grabs her purse, fumbles through it for a second and takes out her phone. She looks at the missed call and a few texts and her whole demeanor changes. She quickly looks at me and says, “WE HAVE TO GO, NOW!” She flips over the front seat tries to start the car but it wont do a thing, probably because we had the car on all night. I frantically ask, "What's wrong?!" Her phone rings again this time she quickly answers, "No, I'm fine...(attempting to whisper now) baby,I'm fine...How? I don't even know where I am...Robert,Robert,Robert!" She hangs up, throws the phone on the passenger-side seat and puts her head in her hands. I slowly sit up with concern in my eyes and see a car approaching up the road. She wastes no time to reach under the seat, turns to look at me and says, "I'm sorry." and *BAM* everything goes black...

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