I CAN'T LET GO...

MRS. CURTIS L. MANN III & I are standing awkwardly close when she leans forward & gives me an unexpected yet very passionate kiss and for some reason I can’t pull away, I close my eyes - and it feels like I’m in Robin Thicke’s “Lost Without You” video [everything is so perfect] I hear the words, “I’m lost without you, can’t help myself, how does it feel? To know that I love ya baby, I’m lost without you, can’t help myself, how does it feel? To know that I love ya baby. Tell me how you love me more and how you think I’m sexy baby…but you don’t want nobody else, you don’t want this guy, you don’t want that guy…” my mind starts wandering to thoughts of better times, our first kiss, our first 5 hour phone conversation (when neither one of us wanted to hang up), our wedding night, the first time we…(pause) - I open my eyes, then I slowly and gently take my hands from around her waist, ease them up past her breast to her shoulder blades and very politely but abruptly push her back, she gives me the ‘what are you doing’ look, and that’s the problem, I don’t know...